lovely sights to behold of a hypersonic expansion of a nation-education, infrastructure, economy & security.
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it has become so strained it is utterly intolerable for me. she throws tantrums like a child, banging doors frequently & such, starting up speeches w/ "u never attend so&so rite?", "u late for this/that rite?" etc. zero knowledge on how to interact w/ her own son. yet she expects me to talk to her, much less share thots & ideals of mine w/ her? what the fuck? i've given her a billion chances of enduring her many stupid acts, given her a million hints on how i wouldn't mind opening up emotionally or communicating better if she would stop being such a dense log. since she refuses to listen to any of mine, then it's better dat she go look up my cousins or aunties for advice. an absolute horror of a human being to remain unrepentant & expect others to change. if she's gonna continue this way, then all i can & will do is return her 3x wad she has provided me since birth, dat is, money from my mthly income as filial piety's sake & save my feelings for someone else. this is juz borderline sensibility imo to deter me from implosion. honesty is self-protection.
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starting tmr, my work for year 2013 has begun. need to prep myself mentally.
a new environment awaits. i wonder how it's gonna be like. will i be a distinct benefit to ppl ard me? a contribution to d company? i hope so
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