just passed my reservist year's IPT-grade 3 for cat X !!
WOOHOO dam happy like blithe-mode is on rite now dude ty GOD!!
for me it's considered a sense of achievement to be able to give everything i've got during a whole month of prep up till today. it's not a super high standard test but considering d majority of my time is spent working in an office as a civilian, it's just difficult using w/e free time i have simply to stay in shape(IPPT style) when my passion is to have a good-looking body w/ functionality instead of full-on functionality at d expense of physique. reason is simple, i'm juz 1.71m or 5"7 so unlike those taller guys who can afford to do both, i can only focus on one.
talking abt this i kinda admire those "California/FitnessFirst" fitness instructors cuz they can easily drive thru a pass or silver IPPT standard since their work requirements alone already keep their heart rate above any of us office drones. dat's nt even including fine diet & nutrition etc lol. but oh well dat's life enuf ranting abt this imma see how i can go abt making d most use out of wad i have in this area!!
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ops manning till April 2nd! urgh.. our entire battalion r now on standby cuz rumours have it dat we might be activated on 23rd, 29th or 30th of March for field pack inspection & weapon-handling tests etc. almost done packing it but from wad i hear & have seen, d field-pack inspections' usually not strict since d main point is to test if all of us can arrive on time & scan our names. wad i'm hoping for tho, is dat we don't have to be called back cuz it's gonna be so inconvenient due to work & all. fingers crossed man!!
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BUSY BUSY! plate's so full atm but i'm beyond any doubt contented to land employment in a somewhat fun environment & getting a consistent monthly pay check dat may see rise soon. boss & manager's lenient & understanding as well too! definitely better than sitting home playing computer games all day & earning F***** ZERO income like a bloody childish parasite dat i was last time. but it's k cuz winners & losers both make mistakes, juz dat winners get back up again! i wanna be dat winner in life! not there yet for sure but better to keep trying than be on d couch w/ "what ifs" floating ard my decaying self. dat's d disadvantage of starting out being a gamer. if u dun make it big or lack discipline, u completely turn into a waste of society seeking only pleasure for urself & living in delusion forever. tk God for saving me from this life.
weekend faster come!! UFC 158, 22 March's WWE Smackdown, latest 2 episodes of Spartacus season 3 & a few other movies r waiting for me to savour!!!!!!!! dammit totally loving/hating this positive lifestyle dat i'm embarking on at d expense of enjoying all these shows haha.
