Observations . WWE Extreme Rules 2014

yea so i haven't really had d time or motivation to be putting up any posts recently

MY BAD! will do it now, gladly

anyway.. just been having a ton of a ride in life right now.

finished reading a variety of books

feel more dumb cuz of d actualization dat i dunno so much more LOL

got a job in this French hotel franchise thinggy'

by His grace & favour of cuz. wouldn't haven't been able to otherwise

grunts' pay but a lot of potential to increase $$ over time

learning d unwritten rules of d place

seeing more of everyone's personalities

some r pleasing, some require my tolerance to be used

some r genuinely helpful, cordial n nice

others r pretty distasteful, especially toward ppl below them

some r plain stupid in d art of interpreting simple questions
izzit so hard to take a sentence as it is without double fking meaning?

subconsciously construing their words to be snappy

some r short tempered n short sighted

judging u wrongly for smth u're doing right

n themselves doing it wrong

basically teaching u A but doing B

following C n denying DEFGHIJK...

some gossip abt u behind ur back

one or two make u feel like they just wanna tarnish ur reputation at any given chance

be it truth or half-truth

but i guess it's common since

they're humans or perhaps

they're prolly deprived of having met authentically gracious men in their lives

i guess that's y i'm here too.. partly eh..

to show my immediate neighbouring colleagues

that it can be done

that u CAN only speak well of others with honesty

behind their backs or in front

as long as u choose to

n u won't lose shit for it

time will show how capable i am

this is a healthy challenge to my mentality

my endurance n consistency as well

proving blind losers wrong is such a glorious feeling

i'd like to repeat it again n again

like how i did last year

n d year before last, n d other year before.. n on n on..

it's always gotta go down before it comes up

but when it comes up it's gonna go so much higher than it ever was before

true story

ur darkest moment is always right before ur brightest

cycle of life n death

d journey is wad is exciting

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btw this guy is beast.. so is his most alluringly beautiful girl

ladies n gentlemen.. i'm afraid i've got some BAD NEWS..

congrats to this fella time for him to step up

pretty generous of d US to display UK power for a while tho <3

n this Paige girl is SOO HAWT

i just wanna ^%$#$#^% faint .. joking i need maintain maintain omgosh

but yea can i just state that i think I'm in love.. oh yes no doubt

dear Ms. Paige i'm totally SINGLE.. just FYI nth much =P

YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!

aite enuf ranting for now..

cant believe i forgot 90% of wad else i wanted to pen down

but it's k off u go now..

if there's even anyone else reading this besides my future me ROFL

cherios

Captivating History

so i just had a 45 min crash course in human antiquity

self-taught stuff could prove to be rather pragmatic & viable

similarities & differences of nobilities in Great Britain, France, Germany, Sweden & Russia.. Knights to Earls to Archdukes etc

further readings about Sweden being newest member in d European Union. early migrations to midwestern regions of United States including northern parts like Minnesota. Swedes are, imo, far more capable than just providing defensive/peacekeeping support in Europe tho.. also d only one, if not, one of d few who successfully invaded Russia for territory, which explains d existence of Finland i suppose. very thought-provoking to know abt their relationship with France & Germany too

could Operation Paperclip(WWII reparations) be d cause of USA's technological augmentation & global superiority? harvesting German scientists etc in d 1950s.. well i wouldn't know but definitely sparking a bit of curiosity for me.

a provocative, inducing & fascinating history lesson by myself tks to d availability of internet. definitely appreciate it much. 

Gloves Protection Idea

so i've been thinking about this for some time now

y hasn't anyone fabricated a pair of gloves like this one..

don't mind my terrible drawing on Windows Paint

but yea.. just wanna get d idea across haha

benefits r mentioned inside d artwork

with a tiny string or thinggy'  tied to d mid section of d fingers n thumb to avoid messing up the layer of cloth, thus keeping it in d position it's supposed to be.

WWE . Wyatt Family . Undertaker . Overdrive . Must Watch PPV

WWE Elimination Chamber 2014

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HOLYSHIT

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so dr. Cho has been convicted & made to pay three years behind bars for his son's actions is wad i heard. i hope the Yoido Full Gospel church in Seoul Korea does not get an arduous smite or the entire nation might just begin to crumble n dwindle in all facets of its economic, cultural n influential uprising. unquestionably a different case here w/ pst. Kong n crew. i'll be expecting a positive outcome surely so we can move on into assured betterment.

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final 2 weeks here of training for my reservist ippt year 3 of 10. have to take d test relatively soon before march 26. planning a couple days earlier for safety reasons. really hope they'd scrape this system for inactive personnels tho. a complete garbage waste of time imo for multiple reasons actually.

Europe League of Legends Championship Series Week Six Day One

watching my fav EU LCS game right now

definitely very entertaining with Quickshot & Deman casting as well!

will the Russian Powerhouse Gambit's substitutes bring about a surprise victory?

i will have to continue watching to find out =)

wow Sjokz looks gorgeous! imo just beautiful really
her neck length is as perfect as it can get
with d tip of d collar bones protruding just slightly
jawline, cheekbones just everything, formin a perfect symmetry of allure
it's gonna be weird if i'm d only guy who thinks dat way
but u really just can't hide d truth i reckon. hopefully i'm not alone in this! haha

btw this ROCCAT team seems like d new unstoppable force
pillaging everything in EU right now.. impressive Polish inddeed!

Fabulous February

as Sunday draws to a close

w/ only a can of redbull & sips of water

dat has lasted me thru breakfast, lunch & dinner..

as i mull over my bank's whopping $1 account

i begin to wonder abt all d thoughts & emotions 

dat have accompanied my predicament

shud i cry? how temporary

shud i construe up some self promises? how useless

instead i have chosen to pen down an entry 

of another point in my life..

as real as it gets i guess.. 

no façades, just me

who or wad can i blame? nobody except myself

i am simply suffering d consequences

of d misjudgement of my choices

ending a contract without adequate savings..

yearning for a break

overestimating my abilities 

& endurance in acquiring d job i want after resting

thinking i dun have to mass-send resumes like others

n just focus on d vocation i want

& labouring to get dat

without knowledge of how long it'll take

or whether it REALLY is wad i want..

or wad God wants for me

but right now i need money

who cares abt fame or politics or friends

when i cant even afford one meal a day?

wad r all these secondary & tertiary needs

when i'm abt to die due to lack of pyramid baseline?

then again, starving for a day isn't much

a far better punishment 

than chopping a hand off i guess

i DO still have, however, two sets of cup noodles

two packets of maggie & couple porkballs

which can help me survive a tad bit longer

& protein shake dat can replace 

one meal per day for a month longer

so i guess that's settled

perhaps i'm not really a big-picture kinda guy

preferring specifics to generics, instructions especially

will be getting a side job for now

earn some income to supply my study loan repayment,

hand phone bills, transport & food etc.

while waiting for Garena 

to open up a slot for me as shoutcaster.

seems so difficult tho but i'm still hoping for a chance one day

i know d saying "if it was easy, everyone would do it"

but right now i'm d one trying to do it

& d journey isn't all that pleasant imo.. daunting even

d only method i currently know is to keep creating videos

to showcase my skills..

entertain subs & attract more viewers or likes

allow them hirers to see i not only want it

but i have d tenacity to be an asset if contracted

a consistent, dependable employee

i know chances r bleak but

i shall hang w/ it for now

as d saying goes.. 

"if u keep throwing shit at d wall, some day smth will eventually stick"

fabulous february indeed

this girl is so beautiful!

ICT December 2013

oops! looks like my blogging abt d latest reservist has been long overdue! my bad haven't really made the time to pen down them thoughts earlier..

so it seems our 3rd year ICT was super packed! almost couldn't keep up with a filled up itinerary! but i guess it's still kinda fun n challenging going thru sleeping after 11pm daily while having to wake up 530am d next to draw arms etc.. almost like NSF days imo! worse for commanders too i reckon since they gotta have meetings even after RO n such.

not like d usual relaxed ICTs where we get to nap for a couple hours in d afternoon or so which is definitely smth i'd look forward to haha

oh yea! saw some big shots like goh han tong n nigel real solid. an honour!

so i guess this is it for now cheers n will be back for more!