yea so i haven't really had d time or motivation to be putting up any posts recently
MY BAD! will do it now, gladly
anyway.. just been having a ton of a ride in life right now.
finished reading a variety of books
feel more dumb cuz of d actualization dat i dunno so much more LOL
got a job in this French hotel franchise thinggy'
by His grace & favour of cuz. wouldn't haven't been able to otherwise
grunts' pay but a lot of potential to increase $$ over time
learning d unwritten rules of d place
seeing more of everyone's personalities
some r pleasing, some require my tolerance to be used
some r genuinely helpful, cordial n nice
others r pretty distasteful, especially toward ppl below them
some r plain stupid in d art of interpreting simple questions
izzit so hard to take a sentence as it is without double fking meaning?
izzit so hard to take a sentence as it is without double fking meaning?
subconsciously construing their words to be snappy
some r short tempered n short sighted
judging u wrongly for smth u're doing right
n themselves doing it wrong
basically teaching u A but doing B
following C n denying DEFGHIJK...
some gossip abt u behind ur back
one or two make u feel like they just wanna tarnish ur reputation at any given chance
be it truth or half-truth
but i guess it's common since
they're humans or perhaps
they're prolly deprived of having met authentically gracious men in their lives
i guess that's y i'm here too.. partly eh..
to show my immediate neighbouring colleagues
that it can be done
that u CAN only speak well of others with honesty
behind their backs or in front
as long as u choose to
n u won't lose shit for it
time will show how capable i am
this is a healthy challenge to my mentality
my endurance n consistency as well
proving blind losers wrong is such a glorious feeling
i'd like to repeat it again n again
like how i did last year
n d year before last, n d other year before.. n on n on..
it's always gotta go down before it comes up
but when it comes up it's gonna go so much higher than it ever was before
true story
ur darkest moment is always right before ur brightest
cycle of life n death
d journey is wad is exciting
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btw this guy is beast.. so is his most alluringly beautiful girl
ladies n gentlemen.. i'm afraid i've got some BAD NEWS..
congrats to this fella time for him to step up
pretty generous of d US to display UK power for a while tho <3
n this Paige girl is SOO HAWT
i just wanna ^%$#$#^% faint .. joking i need maintain maintain omgosh
but yea can i just state that i think I'm in love.. oh yes no doubt
dear Ms. Paige i'm totally SINGLE.. just FYI nth much =P
YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES!
aite enuf ranting for now..
cant believe i forgot 90% of wad else i wanted to pen down
but it's k off u go now..
if there's even anyone else reading this besides my future me ROFL
cherios
