feel like shit

feeling like shit now
depression? demoralized? demotivated?
not sure.. perhaps all of d above.

my word has not been my bond
my expectations of myself has eroded
my will to thrive has worn out barely after 3 mths.

i really need to rest now. need some time to refocus. regather myself n come back stronger.
really appreciate all d frens who've inquired of my wellbeing. sry i cant share my feelings w/ them.
kinda' used to keeping to myself.