this is so sweet!

i understand now

i understand now where this is going.

this assault, simulation or whatever name it has,

is training us.. me.. for wad is to come.

to equip us w/ d necessary know-how

to deal w/ all these sporadic blitz n groundless assailing.

cuz in d future when our numbers become colossal-like

amounting to 250,000 genuine pillars of society for starters..

this incident would then be quite a basic normality

it's d same thing for any other monumental organization like Microsoft Company, F1 Racing, England's Soccer Team, UFC, Apple's Steve Job, USA and JPN's olympic teams and more. it's always d same pattern whereby a group of naysayers, critics, mockers and whatnot suddenly appear out of no where, as if to do their "job". n it has been proven over d past 140 years that whoever cannot overcome this hurdle by learning to deal w/ these guys, cannot go up to d next level.

that our favour, reverence and influence over our communities

will be tested, earned and proven on the daily.

it doesn't matter now if Channel NewsAsia or Straits Times were to write a full one-week-long cover page apology to us for their misjudgement, miscalculation, misconception, misapplication, inaccuracy and outright fluff at d end of this. cuz we're gonna take this experience, grow stronger and wiser from it and continue living out a legacy of healthy, conscience-clear, Godly success.

first blood

some latest updates as of 29th June 2012:

• TRS: The most sensible and balanced article so far on the Kong Hee saga
• TODAY: City Harvest Church responds to allegations
• City Harvest Church - The Views of a Muslim Singaporean - Remember Operation Spectrum of 1987

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first time receiving over 400 likes in one fb post.. lol nice feeling =)

this is wad happens when u start growing in fame

u get fans

u get more haters

u get more jealous peeps

u get more cynics

but u also get to enjoy d success dat they can only dream about

so dat's fine by me. God created me to be a phenom. to be a trend-setter. n i will be just that. 

fail to pass . overwhelmed

hard work pays off!

truly, it is so satisfying to see d effort u put in getting rewarded w/ results. from fail to pass WOOHOO. a surge of happiness, exhaustion n relief overcame me when i finished my final lap of d 2.4km station. but it wasn't so 2 days before..

i had my 7th sesson of RT at bedok camp on sun morning w/ a fren n pushed quite hard. thus, even after stretching, my muscles were aching d next day. but despite dat, i had to force myself to train again on monday by simulating d real test n doing more reps than that. results were despairingly below target so it kinda got to me for d next 2 days culminating up to wed's test.

i had to skip going for a light swim on tue cuz i couldn't even walk n d cough, sore throat n flu was pissing me off. so yup.. loads of excuses to quit but HELL NO.. cuz my mind is stronger than my body YES!

even until d hour i took my test on wed, i was so nervous n worried cuz i didnt know if i would make d cut. additionally, i couldnt perform at 100% cuz my muscles were still aching n i could feel d soreness while engaging in d different stations. but really tk God dat i managed to prevail!! He's juz so awesome.

NOW, i can start working out my body with more freedom n less regimental-like fixedness. i can also focus on getting a contract/perma job n work on impressing d judges for this upcoming contest i signed up for. running nose n fever beating my brain up even as i'm writing this blog post now but IDC! cuz i'm juz extremely glad now dat i've crossed this hurdle.

stopped playing computer games for long hours for almost 2 weeks now. dun plan on returning to dat lifestyle cuz i feel so much more alive w/out it.

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tho i WONT STOP d pleasure of following all of UFC's shows, be it d ones on FX, TUF Brazil or d main events like d upcoming 147. simply titillating! oh n not forgetting WWE, TNA, bachelorette n dat korean drama King 2 Hearts or smth. still stuck at episode 5 but i'll be sure to catch up on it in future.

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severely flustered thinking of what is to come! 
will be sure to train hard so i can perform well when opportunity presents itself.

cough, flu, sore throat n block nose weighing me down for more than a week now.

not gonna stop me from training regardless.
body body.. pls faster overcome this sickness

so excited of what is to come. cannot wait!

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tho while waiting.. caught some TNA action few days back. sweet stuff!

 austin aries defends his x division title against a much heavier opponent. good job yo!

sting d icon inducted into 1st TNA Hall of Fame

y these 2 girls so hot? WHY??

oh n bully ray gets pinned by lawyer boy hehe.

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then saw this wanderlei video so cool!

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btw all d best to this guy man i'm rooting for ya!

transformation

transformation ensues..

i used to tink dat i can eat w/e i want n still make d cut as long as i have adequate training. i was wrong. cuz just being mediocre is not good enuf. it's d mindset of d lazy.. those who've given up.

i used to tink dat i can continue sitting in front of my comp killing the keyboard all day n only spending 10% of my energy on staying healthy to pass my yearly IPPT. i was wrong. having d best of both worlds is bullshit. it's d mindset of d weak.. those who've excuses all day w/ no focus wadsoever.

it's time to step it up n work for success.. my success.

it's time to grab some balls n strive for success like d drowning grasp for air to breathe.

it's time to mould some clay.

d transformation has begun n results will come.

New Video Log!

2nd vlog now.. things r only gonna get better =)

first vlog of ma life.. mememememe cheers!

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this new Chinese show is out!! how to watch it? LOL i want it so bad!!