fail to pass . overwhelmed

hard work pays off!

truly, it is so satisfying to see d effort u put in getting rewarded w/ results. from fail to pass WOOHOO. a surge of happiness, exhaustion n relief overcame me when i finished my final lap of d 2.4km station. but it wasn't so 2 days before..

i had my 7th sesson of RT at bedok camp on sun morning w/ a fren n pushed quite hard. thus, even after stretching, my muscles were aching d next day. but despite dat, i had to force myself to train again on monday by simulating d real test n doing more reps than that. results were despairingly below target so it kinda got to me for d next 2 days culminating up to wed's test.

i had to skip going for a light swim on tue cuz i couldn't even walk n d cough, sore throat n flu was pissing me off. so yup.. loads of excuses to quit but HELL NO.. cuz my mind is stronger than my body YES!

even until d hour i took my test on wed, i was so nervous n worried cuz i didnt know if i would make d cut. additionally, i couldnt perform at 100% cuz my muscles were still aching n i could feel d soreness while engaging in d different stations. but really tk God dat i managed to prevail!! He's juz so awesome.

NOW, i can start working out my body with more freedom n less regimental-like fixedness. i can also focus on getting a contract/perma job n work on impressing d judges for this upcoming contest i signed up for. running nose n fever beating my brain up even as i'm writing this blog post now but IDC! cuz i'm juz extremely glad now dat i've crossed this hurdle.

stopped playing computer games for long hours for almost 2 weeks now. dun plan on returning to dat lifestyle cuz i feel so much more alive w/out it.

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tho i WONT STOP d pleasure of following all of UFC's shows, be it d ones on FX, TUF Brazil or d main events like d upcoming 147. simply titillating! oh n not forgetting WWE, TNA, bachelorette n dat korean drama King 2 Hearts or smth. still stuck at episode 5 but i'll be sure to catch up on it in future.

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severely flustered thinking of what is to come! 
will be sure to train hard so i can perform well when opportunity presents itself.