fail to pass . overwhelmed

hard work pays off!

truly, it is so satisfying to see d effort u put in getting rewarded w/ results. from fail to pass WOOHOO. a surge of happiness, exhaustion n relief overcame me when i finished my final lap of d 2.4km station. but it wasn't so 2 days before..

i had my 7th sesson of RT at bedok camp on sun morning w/ a fren n pushed quite hard. thus, even after stretching, my muscles were aching d next day. but despite dat, i had to force myself to train again on monday by simulating d real test n doing more reps than that. results were despairingly below target so it kinda got to me for d next 2 days culminating up to wed's test.

i had to skip going for a light swim on tue cuz i couldn't even walk n d cough, sore throat n flu was pissing me off. so yup.. loads of excuses to quit but HELL NO.. cuz my mind is stronger than my body YES!

even until d hour i took my test on wed, i was so nervous n worried cuz i didnt know if i would make d cut. additionally, i couldnt perform at 100% cuz my muscles were still aching n i could feel d soreness while engaging in d different stations. but really tk God dat i managed to prevail!! He's juz so awesome.

NOW, i can start working out my body with more freedom n less regimental-like fixedness. i can also focus on getting a contract/perma job n work on impressing d judges for this upcoming contest i signed up for. running nose n fever beating my brain up even as i'm writing this blog post now but IDC! cuz i'm juz extremely glad now dat i've crossed this hurdle.

stopped playing computer games for long hours for almost 2 weeks now. dun plan on returning to dat lifestyle cuz i feel so much more alive w/out it.

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tho i WONT STOP d pleasure of following all of UFC's shows, be it d ones on FX, TUF Brazil or d main events like d upcoming 147. simply titillating! oh n not forgetting WWE, TNA, bachelorette n dat korean drama King 2 Hearts or smth. still stuck at episode 5 but i'll be sure to catch up on it in future.

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severely flustered thinking of what is to come! 
will be sure to train hard so i can perform well when opportunity presents itself.

cough, flu, sore throat n block nose weighing me down for more than a week now.

not gonna stop me from training regardless.
body body.. pls faster overcome this sickness

so excited of what is to come. cannot wait!

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tho while waiting.. caught some TNA action few days back. sweet stuff!

 austin aries defends his x division title against a much heavier opponent. good job yo!

sting d icon inducted into 1st TNA Hall of Fame

y these 2 girls so hot? WHY??

oh n bully ray gets pinned by lawyer boy hehe.

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then saw this wanderlei video so cool!

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btw all d best to this guy man i'm rooting for ya!

transformation

transformation ensues..

i used to tink dat i can eat w/e i want n still make d cut as long as i have adequate training. i was wrong. cuz just being mediocre is not good enuf. it's d mindset of d lazy.. those who've given up.

i used to tink dat i can continue sitting in front of my comp killing the keyboard all day n only spending 10% of my energy on staying healthy to pass my yearly IPPT. i was wrong. having d best of both worlds is bullshit. it's d mindset of d weak.. those who've excuses all day w/ no focus wadsoever.

it's time to step it up n work for success.. my success.

it's time to grab some balls n strive for success like d drowning grasp for air to breathe.

it's time to mould some clay.

d transformation has begun n results will come.

New Video Log!

2nd vlog now.. things r only gonna get better =)

first vlog of ma life.. mememememe cheers!

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this new Chinese show is out!! how to watch it? LOL i want it so bad!!

bachelorette

this new season of d bachelorette cannot be any more enticing.

too addictive, i just cannot stop.

u can also check out natalie's blog for a pretty detailed take on each episode

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tempo area to hold evidence.

reservist . ufc 146

so i juz received a letter regarding my reservist for this year. 

it's been cut short to juz 5 days so dat's really good news for me. 

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UFC 146 was juz amazing. i especially liked watching the Frank Mir vs Junior Dos Santos fight even tho it was quite short n nth really big happened despite looking like it was going to. d build-up for mr. cigano coming into d battle showed how nice of a guy he really is.

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Noah .. Esther .. David .. Rebekah .. coolstorybro i like.

Diablo 3 . WWE

d diablo 3 or III craze is astonishingly rampant across d globe.. like LITERALLY!

i myself juz spent 7 hrs savouring as many of the videos on youtube n elsewhere before even buying it. n i muz say i totally regretted not pre-ordering it cuz IT IS SO FUN juz watching the pre-launch!! i even saw some Canadian guy prepping 2 high-end comps excluding a backup one in case of anything.. coupled w/ THREE isp providers due to some lame maximum upload cap there in toronto. i personally dun see any reason for d cap except juz d speed limit dat's legit. he even bought bananas, dried fruits, peanuts n loads of mineral water juz to do a daily marathon on it. LOL

yea here's d entire compilation of all d cinematics if u prefer to spend ur limited waking hours smashing mobs when d battle net server is finally up n runnin. i heard koreans r already finishing nightmare mode so dat's juz rocking.

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WWE has become quite hard to swallow as u watch the scenes unfold w/ all the twists n what not. d add-on of new superstars is pretty awesome but d management n storyline isnt.

this for one.. is quite silly. brock's suing triple h for breach of contract? dat contract wasn't even approved in d first place. cuz it had absolutely nothing to do w/ talent relations. i'm starting to lose support for lesnar tks to this middle man. i feel like he's juz putting words in d farmguy's mouth. then.. he wants to sue triple h for assault n battery? he is in the &^#$%!#!# WWE RING on a Monday Night RAW. on top of that.. he could be counter-sued for entering d premises w/out buying a ticket. now wad is that term called? hmm..

SECOND item dat brought disappointment was this glaring abuse of authority. i dunno where big show's balls went cuz if i was in his shoes i'd have smashed d hell outta urinatus' face. has everyone forgotten how stone cold steve austin aka rattlesnake retaliated, creatively i might add, against d whole mcmahon family for months? cuz of d exact same circumstance? this goes to CM Punk n other victims of dat people-power liar. gawd this is tragic. too much i-must-follow-script-like-robot athletes nowadays.

oh but wait! some justice FINALLY arrived! board of directors stepped in to put an end to this plague. john cena will have d honours of dealing d final blow on sunday. SWEET! time to grab some chips n a carton of iced tea while i savour d moment.