Swagger . Family Stuff

finally got some time to blog again.. loving these 2 Chinese New Year public holidays!

anyway d recent WWE Raw was rather interesting. i'm liking this new Jack Swagger! he seems invigorated, focused & ready to move on to d top after having taken a break. who knows they could prepare him for a battle against Brock Lesnar in d near future but it'll prolly take a long period of brewing & planning to achieve dat match up haha

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so i wanted to blog about a particular issue ytd but was too spent to even play a game, much less do up another page on my diary. but tk God for Jasmine for being such a caring listening ear.. dunno wad i'll do without close friends who really understand.

so let's begin w/ a few easy questions..

did he pay a cent when my mum got her own house? nope. my mum did.

did he pay a cent for hospitalisation bills when my sister was given birth? nope. my mum did.

did he pay a cent for hospitalisation bills when i was given birth? nope. my mum did.

was he there for our school graduations? nope.

was he there to teach us in d ways of growing up when we were toddlers? nope

heck he didn't even celebrate their wedding anniversaries before their divorce.

was he there to protect my mum physically & emotionally when she needed? nope. in fact he would throw iron-like bicycle parts & bottles at her face & smear ashes outside her room door whenever he got frustrated. 

did he fulfill his promise of returning my mum d millions of dollars he owed, which is d least he could do? nope

all that could be forgiven yes, already has been. so when he was released, we tried to accept him, but even in the process of acceptance, he had returned to his old self of cheating & fabrication. took our house key on first visit to our home & duplicated it w/out our knowledge. changed my mum's spare laptop background to one of her guy friends & said "nah use this better wad.. ur lover wad etc" & all that crap which i tot would only be done by an adolescent. outright abuse of my mum's goodwill & kind-heartedness. he even had the cheek to expect/demand reconciliation? holy shit ever heard of d saying "haven't learn to walk, already want to fly"? & these r not all that he has committed AFTER coming out of his 9-year imprisonment. i tink if lee hsien loong knew wad he REALLY did, he wouldn't have given any award to dat corrupted loser. he'll prolly have extended his term to lifelong.

well i'll be damned to call him dad.. i'd much rather call him my mum's ex husband, rightfully divorced animal in pen & paper. in fact, anyone of my mum's suitors before Stephen Ho would make a better husband than him. how can one person be so full of lies & schemes despite having been to prison on a few separate occasions, with the 3rd being 9 years on account of the judge's leniency? put it plainly, i'm embarrassed to be his sperm really. but then again, our future is not dependant on our past.

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back from first day of CNY visitation! this year isn't too populous cuz one of my uncle passed away recently so their family had to go overseas on a vacation as they can't do visitation for abt one-three new years. dat's ok cuz i'm happy to meet them all always. they may not be Christians, yet my relatives r consistently there to help my mum in time of need so tk God for them really.. i'll always be grateful & that will never fade. hope they'll continue to have a long & happy life ahead too! perhaps one day i'll be able to do them proud by being extremely successful myself so their efforts in taking care of us dun go to waste.

left w/ 48 hours of public holiday, i must be sure to rest & recover fully so i have adequate energy to grind thru d days into d next available p.h. cheers!