3 DEC personal thoughts

last friday Shilin mentioned smth toward d end of her sharing which struck me..

i dun have to care abt wad others think.. only of wad God thinks

dat's so true! 

gotta get my mind right again =)

oh n i'm also picking up a few more self-help books to read. pity i didnt pick em up earlier like 5-10 years ago cuz it's astronomical how wonderful it is!!

The Ultimate Fighter Season 18

can't wait to see wad's going down at the finale of TUF 18!

girl power on d rise in UFC imo n i have absolutely no problem with that =D

29 NOV personal journal post and thoughts

there's someone in my department who avoids adding me in facebook but adds other people. some are from his team and others i think because they offer strength in their area of work where he can suck from. interesting to meet someone who can be so inhumane to others while in d pursuit of safety nets. understanding this makes me sick n never wanting to do that. am i wrong? or just ignorant? who knows perhaps i am right but will just have to wait for time to expire to see wad's up. maybe he's just scared.. scared of smth i have no idea wad of n is choosing d only way he knows best how to reject someone.. by avoiding. i guess those who eat a lot of chicken meat kinda develop a chicken-like personality eh.

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i'm quitting my current day job soon. feeling dam happy. so many things i can speak about my work but that's prolly a story for another time =) cant wait for low key reservist to come up n some vacation time to just relax n rejuvenate. gotta figure out wad i really wanna do so i dun waste my time n other people's time. dun wanna become d plan of someone else's life but mine.. or His of course.

so many things happening right now i barely have time to pen down all. hope it's worth it capturing some at least tho. may help knowing wad phase or stage of my life i'm at n how i feel or experience or know etc. 

MOVIE MANIA

just watched a ton of movies recently!!

always smth to pick up from or get inspired by..

• V For Vendetta 2005
• Cloudy With a Chance of Meatball
• Ah Boys to Men 新 兵 正 传
• Emperor 2012
• Jobs 2013
• Oblivion
• Pain and Gain
• Iron Man 3
• Man of Steel
• 全民目击 2013
• 激战 Unbeatable

• Green Street 3 Never Back Down 2013

• Broken City
• Special ID
• Ender's Game 2013
• The Hunger Games 2013

and just a few more i can't really remember now but yea.. wad a blast! hawt damn!

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also saw d recent Rugby games All Blacks vs Japan not bad..

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also made a new video.. pretty cool not sure where this is going tho but i guess it's a good start to reinventing urself eh? hmm.. here's part 2

hope ppl will like it tho XD

UFC 165 . TUF S018E06

also caught UFC 165 some time back.

love it.. absolutely insane if u didnt catch it like omgosh

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yea also watched episode 6 of The Ultimate Fighter also a definite good-to-see season imo

sooooooo much to savour so little time urgh

WWE . The Hobbit

i love how WWE is starting to improve its plots a whole lot!

for one.. they pretended to fire cody rhodes a month ago so dat they can get their family involved.. then construed a highlight for main event Battleground. then have them compete w/ d wyatt family d following week! no time to get into details but i'm definitely liking it much!

oh & i highly doubt big show has money problems or wadsoever LOL but the storyline with his situation is pretty intriguing! i can see where it's developing into & i tink WWE is doing a marvelous job there! =)

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juz watched a couple of movies recently like The Hobbit! yea i know i'm kinda late sometimes but it's cool hehe.. cuz i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE THIS MOVIE!!! omgosh i can't wait for d next one to be out! here's a little snippet of its beauty

also caught d early release of Gravity starring sandra bullock & george clooney on 4th Oct! i can't even begin to describe how awesome ms. bullock is!! yea anyway it's a must watch imo

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so it's been abt 9 mths in dat i've been working in MediaCorp now. not sure if i shud go for d re-contract if d opportunity arises since there seems to be so many higher paying jobs out there. hmm.. will have to consider d options much & see which path i shud take next.

John Cena . Triple H

John Cena should start taking up d bad guy role.. at least for a few years first

get them ratings increased, spice things up a lil more. dat.. dat will be good for business imo

i know y Triple H is doing wad he's doing rite now. i'd say wait to d spectators. continue observing & u'll see why in time to come. for one.. he has to shred his WWE Wrestler mindset so d board can fully trust him in his future decision makings. of cuz there're more reasons than juz that =)

was nice to see Edge return during RAW episode in Canada! hmm.. if he were to have 1 more match i'd reckon going against one of d SHIELD members. then have Chris Jericho & another Canadian guy to back him up. would totally be cool. cuz Edge vs anyone else would be juz plain boring.

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currently doing some self observation on how my eyes work.

will relay d info soon when smth worthy has been compiled.

after several years.. i've seemingly grown to understand d value of eyesight. wad & how we see stuff determines how our body will function. of cuz.. this truth has been out there for thousands of years.

recently my dam forehead has a breakout. hate it!

hope it'll recover soon w/e d root of d problem is T.T

k gtg more stuff comin' soon!

so much to say & so lil' time!! urghh..

Gamescom 2013

just got home from work, gym & dinner can't wait to catch this!!

tk God for youtube LOLChampSeries or smth they're awesome for allowing us viewers to watch from playback it's awesome!

10pm now tho so prolly only able to catch a few hrs.. it's k imma savour it MAX lvl! =)

i love the player cameras for this LCS tourny dat's being held in Germany. they r juz perfect in width/height ratio unlike d ones in d recent NA LCS. i tink Germans r juz so masterful in everything they do. almost to d point of absolute perfection imo. love it!

an EPIC crowd imo! love it =))

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more updates/thots abt d most spectacular WWE Total Divas, WWE Summerslam, UFC 163, UFC on Fox Shogun vs Sonnen, new Suits drama, Percy Jackson Sea of Monsters & more if i can make d time next week or smth cya!

random

LCS EU Week 9 Day 3 is still ongoing!!
been almost 8 hrs now & still 5 more matches to go cuz there's a 4-way tie in 2nd place or smth.
currently 4:15am rite now holy cow

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so.. my manager can be pretty good at times.

he's rather prolific at his job from my 7 mths of observation too

getting me confused now.. damn.. humans =P

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so i juz got an instagram account! a rather interesting concept for ppl who like taking pictures. kinda enjoy looking at so many from tons of ppl ard d world every once in a while. a gd job there by facebook & instagram i'll definitely try to accustom myself to all d buttons & its uses with time! 

funny how i like change but am quite slow to adapt to them sometimes. more of a selective type nowdays tho i guess it's fair to say, in a way.. more beneficial to myself not to always go w/ d flow eh. gotta have a lil bit of myself left for myself.. if i'm even making sense at all o.O

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not sure if i've mentioned it already before but things r definitely gonna get worse as we move forward into 2020 or 2040. more natural disasters, news of various kinds & types of wars & basically a larger amt of attention-seeking objects vying for our focus. fragmented would be an understatement imo. ppl r gonna love themselves even more than ever & i'm beginning to see y it has been cautioned not to have kids even as close as 2060/2070. 

Dyrus Wickd PhantomL0rd . Rejuvenated

feels relaxing & enjoyable watching these awesome individuals livestreaming at times.

dun play much anymore but i recently picked up zac jungle tried him top a couple times kinda fun. may pick up renekton too seeing how powerful he is but juz lazy lol.

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was juz listening to alive w/ kong episode 25 while on my bed several nights ago. so many truths & revelations in one msg abt joshua & jericho. like a breath of fresh air to my spirit-man w/ so many things happening at once i juz had to spend some quiet time. simply invigorating cheers.

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back to playing TF2 for a little while since i don't have d newer CS: GO yet. all good

fked up manager . wolverine . upgrade

didn't argue with anyone in my team or office

but my manager wrote in his report to our boss that i quarrelled?

fk dat shit insecure bastard.

wonder wad else he recorded & distorted behind my back

doesn't matter just shows wad kinda human being he is.

feeling fked up..

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recently watched The Wolverine !!

unbelievably sensational! action-packed.. continuity.. 2 hot jap models/actresses & a whole load of storyline for a $10 movie? absolutely brilliant imo worth ur time!

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also upgraded my pet by changing my casing & power supply after adding a discrete graphics card. retained my previously bought GIGABYTE motherboard, 2nd Gen Intel i5-2400 CPU & Kingston 4GB ram tho. didn't wanna have to reformat my HDD so troublesome.

here's wazzup

-XFX HD 6790 GPU(Graphics Processing Unit)

-FSP 650Watt PSU(Power Supply Unit)

-Sharkoon T28

feels like a beast right now! woohoo God is good =)

excellent sbs bus driver

was on my way home from a movie few days ago. Took bus 64 (SBS 9501 M). excellent driver imo! fast n furious style i like hehe =) efficient too! w/ very little sudden breaks n rather smooth ride like there're plenty of suspensions 5 inches apart each, extra engine n extra set of wheels haha.

ok lunch time over back to work =)

UFC 162 . Beastmode

UFC 162 main card loads of my fav fighters in action!

 ahh.. wad a relief to see these 2 guys again. no offence to d other hosts/commentators tho.

sometimes it's all abt a grinding match. we see dat in mark munoz

tim kennedy shows dat a shorter guy can always still win a taller one. 

WOOHOO totally esteem this canadian all-around athelete/human being!

yea u know it bro.. finally a most deserved win for Frankie =))

another display of when careful preparation meets w/ opportunity. when u prepare adequately in private, u'll nvr fall short when an opening arrives in public. God is good yea!! woohoo! overall i give 162 card a 9/10 popcorn good job imo!

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been 8 mths in to my beloved Modern War. a total appreciation for this app game despite it not being perfect. definitely a step up from d ancient Utopia game i used to play via swirve.com. u start out small n slowly expand. many routes for u to select how u wanna grow. some calculations/estimations is required if u wanna excel at least moderately. plus u get to meet loads of ppl globally. cool stuff! juz hope they can fix d game transfer thing soon cuz my iPhone4S gives me to feel it's abt to go outta commission. has served me most well tho =) looking to upgrade straight to an iPhone 6 or smth 

Paul Heyman

i tink paul heyman is juz such an intelligent guy.

June 2013 Haze . epidemic . nationwide disaster

smth significant has hit Singapore. an epidemic unlike any we've ever seen.

if we get afflicted with permanent damage as a result of working despite such inconceivable environmental problem, the whole country's economy is going to see a sharp drop for an entire generation no doubt. d government will suffer, d adults who r already in agony will simply die & children will grow up w/out adequate resources, teaching material & living wisdom.

at least a nation-wide 3-day paid-leave or stoppage of work until this atrocious air has been driven away or dissipated is wad i recommend.. w/ immediate effect. it's ridiculous to carry on slave-driving to maintain d economy for a few weeks only to see it bleed red for d next few decades.

unless we can create a carbon filtered barrier of some sort spanning 20km wide & 5km in height to block out any more cancerous air from invading our borders right now, which i tink is impossible to construct w/ our present state. 

i suggest issuing temporary nationwide stop-work orders w/ immediate effect until d haze clears.

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on d bright side.. at least we know dat some ppl up there r doing smth abt it. let's hope discussions come to concrete solutions soon.

game on

pointless to pursue further
w/out His peace & consent, there's no reason to react on it
humans make mistakes
i'll juz forget abt this shit
besides.. where got time to stock up ammo
to return d hurt 10x worse
when i'm so busy trying to be a pillar for where i'm at
cheers

so.. this is how it's gonna be

once bitten, twice shy

twice bitten, unleash hell

game on

headstrong.

meekness doesn't equal weakness.

not doing it doesnt mean i aint capable. 

perhaps i'm even better

i juz avoid such lame waste of energy cuz i know how it hurts

too bad.. 

step on d wrong toes too much n u deal w/ consequences.

mo mo ren

dam! 

y does someone talk behind other ppl's backs so easily & openly complains & whines at every thing dat he/she can't comprehend enuf? displaying absolutely no self-control or understanding of d entirety of situations. then he/she can cry abt ppl being rude to him/her when he/she does d same to others ever so frequently. sigh.. to think he/she's a Christian also.. occasionally abusing d name of Jesus/God & His grace into some crazy grace teaching whenever he/she's irritated. man i feel embarrassed sometimes. annoyed mostly too..

but i guess every one has their own prerogative. maybe it was his/her upbringing.. perhaps he/she's bitter on d inside holding on to some past hurt which explains d habitual-foul exterior. w/e.. since i've been given a greater sense of understanding for this.. i shall also condone myself to greater tolerance & forgiveness. i guess dat's d way it should be eh? oh n he/she's able to breeze thru minimum targets at work anyway so if i'm d boss, i wouldn't be looking to fire him/her imo. 

sidenote.. i WANT BRONZE/SILVER!

on d bright side.. tk God d one sitting beside me is so much more mature =)

also for an amazing boss/mentor who puts in quite an effort to help his employees, at least for me & a few others i know he is. cheers cheers cheers cheers....

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so a few days back, an ex-classmate invited me to some party

called d great gatsby or smth at d mansion which is opposite far east plaza

my first time actually attending such mid-high profile club/social club.

kinda felt outta place cuz i didnt know wad to do.. felt better tho cuz a fren i invited knew d game a lil! so he showed me some on wad to say/not say/do/not do etc haha

rather intimidating tho to see quite a bunch of gd lookin dudes & babes all stacked in one arena

overall i had a pleasant time being there tho i prolly gotta learn up some dance moves or routines for d when i might accept impromptu invites to such events again! otherwise i'll just be sitting by d sofas like a dork w/out skills blending into d wall or some shit. besides.. seeing their impressed smiles when i put on a show for them gals would totally be worth it rite? haha

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SO MUCH has happened in WWE i barely had time to put it all together! well i aint complaining cuz sometimes, SO MUCH = GOOD! lol

so this new paul heyman guy called curtis recently got a revamp like d feed-me-more dude. i kinda like his entrance music man tho i think d first 10 secs is juz crap to my ears =X

will try to make time to talk more abt all these soon!

All-Star 2013 Shanghai . Bangkok Trip

d all-star 2013 is currently being held in Shanghai.

simply spectacular! it's history in d making no doubt, almost transforming & augmenting into a spectator sport like soccer is wad i see. in fact, i tink d potential for it to get even more large-scale than d physically-demanding sport of african/english football is rather high.

this is how visually impressive dis venue is. absolutely splendid!

they've got 3 casters' desk for this-1 english, 1 chinese & 1 korean!

they've also placed interview lounges & an analysis spot for in-between matches! marvelous man

not to mention, of cuz, d games! besides d 5v5s were some 1v1/2v2 skill-matchups juz for kicks & i tink this new way of spicing things up is definitely an avenue dat can be worked on! loving it!

shanghai all-star 2013 is definitely a unique yet powerful event dat involves d world ard. & this is still juz d beginning really. i rmb predicting way back dat NA is gonna revive & explode back into a no.1 powerhouse once again in league of legends & it's abt to happen soon maybe by 2014/2015? who knows but it'll surely happen. for now, juz gotta make way for d korean/chinese teams to showcase their skills for a little bit. after-all it's their home ground eh? =)

1 of d korean special strategies was jayce rushing a fully grown manamune & last whisper by 19 min. if i'm not wrong, i saw someone doing it by 17 min in OGN cuz he got a first blood or smth & it juz escalated. too bad EU didn't know dat but i'm sure they'll learn from their mistakes by scouting out & studying their opponents in future

i like one of d remarks by rivingtonthe3rd while casting one of d games, he said one of d players bought a frozen mallet as if it was on sale. then an idea juz caught me.. wad if league of legends will now have a sale in-game in their item shop? dat'd be epic! imagine while playing halfway, a popup notifies u dat if u buy a particular item, say a warmog or blade of d ruined king, before 20 min, it'll only cost half-price! after dat time expires d discount will expire. & it's specifically catered to every role, not just 1 for all. i tink if implemented, it's gonna bring even more of d thrill factor & unpredictability! haha cool stuff imo =)

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been learning a lot at my job.
abt 5 mths in now.
learned how to not let d environment i'm in influence me to become short-sighted
learned how to not complain but treat everything as a learning experience
learned to appreciate d fact dat d sun shines on both d good & bad grass.
learned dat crying & whining abt smth unfair happening to oneself is uncool & infectious.
realized after a while of testing dat if i dun take caffeinated drinks(tea/coffee/redbull) during d weekends, it'll be more effective in keeping me alert during office hrs due to a washing/cleansing of drugs to my brain. well i guess it's not really considered medical stiumlants since everyone's flooding their bloodstreams w/ coffee on d daily =)

btw i recently went to bangkok for a holiday w/ a fren.

real nice experience! got a 3-part video for it too. y? cuz taking photos is juz too common. 

cuz sometimes i juz dun like to be mainstream =) here goes!

hurt

feeling kinda hurt & pissed off..

heard abt someone impersonating me on facebook.

been for a while now..

using my name & some random old pic of me 

posting rancid comments ard.d social site

i mean.. am i dat popular to have to experience such shit?
last i checked.. hell no.

dam.. sucks to be famous.. or powerful.. or rich.. 
anywhere in life actually

guess haters r part & parcel of it

gotta learn to deal w/ this bullshit.

tho honestly deep down

i hope d ppl i care abt won't think for 1 sec dat it's d real me

cuz it's not.

i'm not some sore fking resentful loser

who keeps going back to his shit & eating it up

in fact i'm thinkin he's got photos & other stuff

all pasted up his room wall

rdy to do some online jabbing at every opportunity

like some freaking psycho w/out a life

all cooped up in his rented apartment

cuz he's too jealous of other ppl's accomplishments
cuz he can't even achieve 1% of wad they've done.

haters..

damn..

ohwells i feel better now.

ty online journal i'll be back for a real true blog post soon.

rite now juz no time cheers & take care.

i miss u

i miss u
my lovely blog!
so much to talk abt
so little time.. work work
i'll be back soon =))

LCS EU Week 8 - Great End to Weekend

juz catching up on LCS EU today. amazing games gg on for Evil Geniuses, Fnatic Raidcall & SK Gaming! now awaiting d only Russian pro team, Gambit to start.. gonna be awesome! cuz they're all my fav in d EU side =)

Phreak & Qu1kSh0t one of d best shoutcasters no doubt! haha
oh & is dat girl new? she's cute!

gonna bring a sweet taste to d end of my week as we all return to work tmr. yay!

SBS inconsistency . MFT28

oooOOk finally got time to blog again.. been a while!

first thing on my mind is d imprudence of SBS or whoever's in-charge. just ytd morning, d service arrival time for 157 was supposed to be 7:49am. it reached at 7:57am. 8 minutes.. a whopping 8 MINS LATE. if it was 1-2 mins of inconsistency then dat's fine.. benefit of doubt no problem but 8 mins really? holy shit dude. i immediately demanded a reason upon boarding & found there was some kinda traffic accident w/ d previous bus. albeit this is quite legit but shouldn't there be contingency plans in case such a situation were to occur? wad r our daily tax into them coffers doing? this shouldn't be an excuse cuz we're talking abt Singapore here. i dun see anyone skipping dat 7% GST upon purchase of goods anywhere right? so y do we have to experience such upsetting circumstances? r u gonna write a formal letter to my boss to apologize if i happen to be late cuz of it? dats y i never take that 8.03am bus. dun wanna let them 3rd-party subjective natures dictate my punctuality.

well at least d driver tried to mitigate by accelerating slightly faster than normal between bus stops to mitigate dat down-time so kudos to him. then again this kinda set me thinkin.. y should i be angry abt this tho i have d right to? dun we all at times face difficulty grinding at 100% all day at work? either u gotta be lying if u haven't or u juz haven't achieved anything yet. so no point expecting out of others wad i cant do myself in my area of vocation. total understanding leads to sympathy which leads to holding back of hasty judgement.

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so i'm trying out d MFT28 workout for a change. simply amazing.. first week in & i'm already feeling a sense of renewed confidence. mentally & physically tougher as well. did legs on Sunday instead of friday & dat delayed onset muscle soreness really kicked in so hard i took 4.5 days to recover almost fully or not feel d strain anymore at least. but dat's great! means i'm growing.. using muscles dat i've never really touched b4! chest is easier maybe ard 3 days & d soreness fades. back would take abt 2 days. shoulders & arms abt 1.5-2 days a piece. good stuff imo =) gonna keep my heart rate healthy enuf to possibly pass my yearly reservist IPPT till 2020.

reason y i chose this is also cuz it allows a balance of look & functionality. fits right in w/ wad i want. not looking so much for dat Jay Cutler kinda build.. juz not feasible for me is wad i think. anywayz believing this'll all come to fruition in 56 days. gonna continue even after dat tho cheers!

passed IPT grade 3! busy busy quarter

just passed my reservist year's IPT-grade 3 for cat X !! 

WOOHOO dam happy like blithe-mode is on rite now dude ty GOD!!

for me it's considered a sense of achievement to be able to give everything i've got during a whole month of prep up till today. it's not a super high standard test but considering d majority of my time is spent working in an office as a civilian, it's just difficult using w/e free time i have simply to stay in shape(IPPT style) when my passion is to have a good-looking body w/ functionality instead of full-on functionality at d expense of physique. reason is simple, i'm juz 1.71m or 5"7 so unlike those taller guys who can afford to do both, i can only focus on one. 

talking abt this i kinda admire those "California/FitnessFirst" fitness instructors cuz they can easily drive thru a pass or silver IPPT standard since their work requirements alone already keep their heart rate above any of us office drones. dat's nt even including fine diet & nutrition etc lol. but oh well dat's life enuf ranting abt this imma see how i can go abt making d most use out of wad i have in this area!! 

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ops manning till April 2nd! urgh.. our entire battalion r now on standby cuz rumours have it dat we might be activated on 23rd, 29th or 30th of March for field pack inspection & weapon-handling tests etc. almost done packing it but from wad i hear & have seen, d field-pack inspections' usually not strict since d main point is to test if all of us can arrive on time & scan our names. wad i'm hoping for tho, is dat we don't have to be called back cuz it's gonna be so inconvenient due to work & all. fingers crossed man!! 

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BUSY BUSY! plate's so full atm but i'm beyond any doubt contented to land employment in a somewhat fun environment & getting a consistent monthly pay check dat may see rise soon. boss & manager's lenient & understanding as well too! definitely better than sitting home playing computer games all day & earning F***** ZERO income like a bloody childish parasite dat i was last time. but it's k cuz winners & losers both make mistakes, juz dat winners get back up again! i wanna be dat winner in life! not there yet for sure but better to keep trying than be on d couch w/ "what ifs" floating ard my decaying self. dat's d disadvantage of starting out being a gamer. if u dun make it big or lack discipline, u completely turn into a waste of society seeking only pleasure for urself & living in delusion forever. tk God for saving me from this life.

weekend faster come!! UFC 158, 22 March's WWE Smackdown, latest 2 episodes of Spartacus season 3 & a few other movies r waiting for me to savour!!!!!!!! dammit totally loving/hating this positive lifestyle dat i'm embarking on at d expense of enjoying all these shows haha.

Elimination Chamber . NYSS

WWE Elimination Chamber 2013 was a blast!

Alberto Del Rio's star power is truly authentic. goes to show dat size doesn't mean everything when it comes to championships. hopefully Big Show & any other future contenders can learn & take some tips from him. 

 The Shield is simply fantastic.. a real desired introduction into a new breed of entertainers for d fans! i definitely love watching their fast-paced yet strategic yet charismatic yet dynamic yet many more attributes dat many superstars can only perform once in a while. but these guys do it like a norm! impressive would be a total understatement here imo. good job to d talent acquisition or whoever's in charge!

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ok so juz had my first full-on facial session at New York Skin Solutions Plaza Sing outlet. paid like $300 for a 4-time treatment package. they said it's actually $330 for one ala carte so i kinda made quite a profit consumer-wise. seems pretty legit actually i feel my whole face being mended, reconditioned & expunged of them nasty lil' blackheads & acne/scars. this supervisor called Serene has definitely given me a satisfactory & outta-this-world experience! hope she'll get rewarded loads for her diligent & prolific work.

in fact i tink i'm not d only one who feels d same way even tho we have different skin issues. check it out here !

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i recently watched Ah Boys to Men I.. a trilogy movie directed by Jack Neo. i used to dismiss d notion of even watching it but after checking out d reviews & what not.. i decided to give it a try & to my amazement, i became a believer! yup definitely gotta go catch part II when i have time & maybe by then part III would be out? lol.. i guess it would be safe to call Jack Neo d Singapore-Steven Spielberg =) 

here's d acoustic & original version of d theme song. sweet stuff!

i reckon d reason y it's such a successful hit is cuz d movie is just so exceptionally crafted in a way dat it strikingly relates to everyone of all ages & dat it contains so much substance. tends to bring out d patriotic spirit in a guy for sure. now i definitely wudn't mind paying even $20 a tix just for this movie! haha alrite time for bed eyes tearing so bad.