transparency

just came back from d 5-day In-Camp Training.. woohoo!

feels a lot better this time!! mentally n emotionally less stressful. relationships seem to be getting stronger as i become honest n transparent about myself before everyone. yea there's definitely gonna be ppl who don't like me but dat's fine. i'd rather have a few ppl like my true person n character n have d rest of them show simple mutual respect than to please everyone with a fake front, a fake personality n be juz a façade. mmhmm.. not good not good no no. n i'm pretty sure nobody likes it too. well i believe this is juz a start n it's only gonna get better for d next few ICTs as i continue to be authentic n hopefully up to d status of honourable reputation haha! besides dat.. i heard d officers n specs have been doing a lot more stuff than us men behind d scenes so kudos to them man! cool ppl r cool.

there we go.. ppl shud believe me when i say my window hasn't opened yet LOL. but it's cool nt their fault. who ask me so last min take my IPPT for my 2nd year.. then start to have all these funny lil bumps haha! no worries i'll do a better job for my 3rd year =)

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starting work this monday!! hope i can survive for the one contractual year n also do well as a good testimony! wanna flourish so much dat i make wad i do look like it's d most crowned n plush job to die for muahaha! tink dat's gonna help my peers n leaders a lot as well!! *cough* more salary etc *cough* hehe jkjk i'm juz dreaming lalalallala

k goin for sun morning svc tmr so nite nite to marklin ho ho hoooooooooo aka MEEE!